A Poem I wrote, about trying to get to the one you like.. It might be confusing..
In Your Eyes
Everyday I have to look you in the eyes,
Every time I do, it's like something inside dies,
a little bit more,
I really try to not give up
I do, really
But it's hard when I look you in the eyes
When I do they whisper to me..
To let go
It's like a lost bet
In your eyes there's everything
Blinding my way to you
Yet nothing to stop me
They lead me, then,
they don't agree anymore
I try to get to you
But you're not listening
Your mind is somewhere else
Blinding you... to see me
You can be so kind
yet so blind
Please don't focus on her for now
Don't be so careless
Every time I dare look you in the eyes
I find something new
At times they chant to not give up
but let's not pretend here, you won't grant the wish
you won't permit it, you won't accept it..
... would you?
Every now and then I take a risk and look you in the eyes,
I automatically feel hope..
but please, let us not replay that disk each time..,
that sings the same quotes every time
It clogs my throat up, and I no longer breathe
and once again I'm lost in fog,
your fog
every time I'm lost
I instantly search for your eyes
Without making a sound I find them,
don't wanna disturb them.
So I keep quiet.
once they spot me
they happily chant
"each step you're getting closer,
but be careful, take and make the wrong,
decision, and you're a step behind"
and you see the plot unravels again.
it seems your eyes are bipolar
one minute they tell me to give up my hopes,
and go on and mope..
and other times, they amazingly laugh,
to not give up
but why bother?
don't i know where this is going?
but when I see you it's different, it's tricky
I can feel the blood, in my veins, beneath, my skin,
began to boil, so quickly,
it burns, burns, burns.
while the gargoyles laugh their wicked laugh at me
and as a reflex, I look away from, you, your eyes,
and those gargoyles
I start to relax a bit
Lastly, my tears fall endlessly,
yet those words you say
make me believe in you once more,
watch me make the same mistakes
don't bother to correct me
I already know the effect I have on you,
because of your eyes.
I mope, and hope.
but you see, in your eyes
are everything
and when I look you in your eyes
i see a girl staring right in them trying to,
to find herself, by getting to you
and you stand there letting me fall
so listen to your eyes,
and say your here and all the
pain, all the waiting in vain
is all over now.
in your eyes,
I will wisper
"I love you"
and hope they will deliver the message.
even if it's in a different language.
just so i can get to you,
and the pain, and the waiting in vain,
will be over, now that you're here
thanks to everything,
in your eyes.
J.G
Every time I do, it's like something inside dies,
a little bit more,
I really try to not give up
I do, really
But it's hard when I look you in the eyes
When I do they whisper to me..
To let go
It's like a lost bet
In your eyes there's everything
Blinding my way to you
Yet nothing to stop me
They lead me, then,
they don't agree anymore
I try to get to you
But you're not listening
Your mind is somewhere else
Blinding you... to see me
You can be so kind
yet so blind
Please don't focus on her for now
Don't be so careless
Every time I dare look you in the eyes
I find something new
At times they chant to not give up
but let's not pretend here, you won't grant the wish
you won't permit it, you won't accept it..
... would you?
Every now and then I take a risk and look you in the eyes,
I automatically feel hope..
but please, let us not replay that disk each time..,
that sings the same quotes every time
It clogs my throat up, and I no longer breathe
and once again I'm lost in fog,
your fog
every time I'm lost
I instantly search for your eyes
Without making a sound I find them,
don't wanna disturb them.
So I keep quiet.
once they spot me
they happily chant
"each step you're getting closer,
but be careful, take and make the wrong,
decision, and you're a step behind"
and you see the plot unravels again.
it seems your eyes are bipolar
one minute they tell me to give up my hopes,
and go on and mope..
and other times, they amazingly laugh,
to not give up
but why bother?
don't i know where this is going?
but when I see you it's different, it's tricky
I can feel the blood, in my veins, beneath, my skin,
began to boil, so quickly,
it burns, burns, burns.
while the gargoyles laugh their wicked laugh at me
and as a reflex, I look away from, you, your eyes,
and those gargoyles
I start to relax a bit
Lastly, my tears fall endlessly,
yet those words you say
make me believe in you once more,
watch me make the same mistakes
don't bother to correct me
I already know the effect I have on you,
because of your eyes.
I mope, and hope.
but you see, in your eyes
are everything
and when I look you in your eyes
i see a girl staring right in them trying to,
to find herself, by getting to you
and you stand there letting me fall
so listen to your eyes,
and say your here and all the
pain, all the waiting in vain
is all over now.
in your eyes,
I will wisper
"I love you"
and hope they will deliver the message.
even if it's in a different language.
just so i can get to you,
and the pain, and the waiting in vain,
will be over, now that you're here
thanks to everything,
in your eyes.
J.G
Another poem.. about an event about last year, yet somehow.. i got all that down.. but it all relates trust me.
Haunting Memory
A painful memory,
painful, regretful, enough to haunt you.
sorry, it won't stop haunting me
last year, that memory, so haunting
it won't stop taunting me, tempting me,
to remember, even thought i've tried to forget
the memory always comes back to haunt me
how many times have I tried to forget?
just to find myself back at your bait.
i tried to wait and wait patiently, to see
if the memory well somehow disapear
now i know it's all a joke
the memory chokes me, until i find it hard,
to breathe.
quietly i sat, reminiscing about last years memory
so foolish i was, not thankful, but it wasn't my fault,
I was already missing, lost, invisible.
and this year, now nothing and i tumble down.
down into your arms, what's the harm?
but you pull your hands away, not knowing,
i'm falling, and your charming face changes,
to a blank expression
stupid, regretful, awful, hurtful, blameful
name it, too much shame
all the pain to bare with..
you might think it's lame..
but it's not,
some times guys don't realize how much,
they can hurt a girl, without words, actions..
when i see you
heart quickens, and i get nervous
i breathe faster, i look down,
thinking something..might come to be..
but all that happens..is it worsens..
everything does..
somethings changing..
you go a different route now; oh how the haunting memory comes
you play filthy in your own game, tell me the rules again
don't you ever feel shame?
i can feel the flames in my heart burn, to a point where my tears,
don't stop coming down.
as i go insane
each tear tells its own story.
so won't you settle down for a while
and listen to each painful, depressing story they got to tell
you should feel special that they're willing to share it with you.
as they did with me
why you have to go your own way?
what i do? i guess i made the wrong play.
running away from everything, from my surrounding,
gets scary, terrorizing, to a limit where i break down
and somehow i managed to run into you
it's hard to say, especially to you in person
but i need you,
you come to a point, where you're rising..
i don't wanna bring you down.
i came to a point where i fell to deep,
why don't you help me up?
keeping my heart safe in your hands..
until you toss it on the floor with great anger,
and leave me numb,
yet somehow my love expands..
i need you
sweet fairy tales, evil queens, kings, step sisters,
let's escape into a story, where it stars you and me.
let's pretend your the prince and i'm the princess
come rescue me
along comes, the pain,
of course;
in the golden carriage
complaining about how we could have left them behind.
make my day, and take me away
from everyone, and our surroundings.
imagination creates illusions,
which make me believe i still have hope
another version of the same plot
same ending, same pain, same waiting in agony.
along with, the tears, the smiles, and everything in between.
take a minute close your eyes, and listen. carefully.. to what could have been.
listen to my tears falling down,
have you listened to each story yet?
each one explaining why they're ruined
staring into the moonlight, listening to the silence
if i see you waiting patiently, and politely listening.
i'll tell you my story.
and how your the star.
don't flatter yourself
wailing of the wind, knocking on your window,
showing you it remembers you.
do you remember me?
now listen and;
feel my pain,
wipe my tears,
console my soul,
while we take a stroll down the beach
now tell me your story.
whats your reason, your side of the story, for the way your acting.
i'll listen,
i'll feel your pain
wipe your tears,
and;
console your soul.
perfect image we will create
but now it's getting late
i'll see you soon;
i hope my haunting memory comes back;
it's become an addiction
oh the blame.. and the shame..
yet the pain,
and the nonsense
oh what you became, to me;
a haunting memory
J.G
painful, regretful, enough to haunt you.
sorry, it won't stop haunting me
last year, that memory, so haunting
it won't stop taunting me, tempting me,
to remember, even thought i've tried to forget
the memory always comes back to haunt me
how many times have I tried to forget?
just to find myself back at your bait.
i tried to wait and wait patiently, to see
if the memory well somehow disapear
now i know it's all a joke
the memory chokes me, until i find it hard,
to breathe.
quietly i sat, reminiscing about last years memory
so foolish i was, not thankful, but it wasn't my fault,
I was already missing, lost, invisible.
and this year, now nothing and i tumble down.
down into your arms, what's the harm?
but you pull your hands away, not knowing,
i'm falling, and your charming face changes,
to a blank expression
stupid, regretful, awful, hurtful, blameful
name it, too much shame
all the pain to bare with..
you might think it's lame..
but it's not,
some times guys don't realize how much,
they can hurt a girl, without words, actions..
when i see you
heart quickens, and i get nervous
i breathe faster, i look down,
thinking something..might come to be..
but all that happens..is it worsens..
everything does..
somethings changing..
you go a different route now; oh how the haunting memory comes
you play filthy in your own game, tell me the rules again
don't you ever feel shame?
i can feel the flames in my heart burn, to a point where my tears,
don't stop coming down.
as i go insane
each tear tells its own story.
so won't you settle down for a while
and listen to each painful, depressing story they got to tell
you should feel special that they're willing to share it with you.
as they did with me
why you have to go your own way?
what i do? i guess i made the wrong play.
running away from everything, from my surrounding,
gets scary, terrorizing, to a limit where i break down
and somehow i managed to run into you
it's hard to say, especially to you in person
but i need you,
you come to a point, where you're rising..
i don't wanna bring you down.
i came to a point where i fell to deep,
why don't you help me up?
keeping my heart safe in your hands..
until you toss it on the floor with great anger,
and leave me numb,
yet somehow my love expands..
i need you
sweet fairy tales, evil queens, kings, step sisters,
let's escape into a story, where it stars you and me.
let's pretend your the prince and i'm the princess
come rescue me
along comes, the pain,
of course;
in the golden carriage
complaining about how we could have left them behind.
make my day, and take me away
from everyone, and our surroundings.
imagination creates illusions,
which make me believe i still have hope
another version of the same plot
same ending, same pain, same waiting in agony.
along with, the tears, the smiles, and everything in between.
take a minute close your eyes, and listen. carefully.. to what could have been.
listen to my tears falling down,
have you listened to each story yet?
each one explaining why they're ruined
staring into the moonlight, listening to the silence
if i see you waiting patiently, and politely listening.
i'll tell you my story.
and how your the star.
don't flatter yourself
wailing of the wind, knocking on your window,
showing you it remembers you.
do you remember me?
now listen and;
feel my pain,
wipe my tears,
console my soul,
while we take a stroll down the beach
now tell me your story.
whats your reason, your side of the story, for the way your acting.
i'll listen,
i'll feel your pain
wipe your tears,
and;
console your soul.
perfect image we will create
but now it's getting late
i'll see you soon;
i hope my haunting memory comes back;
it's become an addiction
oh the blame.. and the shame..
yet the pain,
and the nonsense
oh what you became, to me;
a haunting memory
J.G
I'm hoping this poem is a lot shorter. lol. well. this is about the perfect popular girl everyone loves. yesh everybody's fool by Evanescence helped. but that's because, it describes a friend i know. how every guy loves her.
Everybody's Fool
It's fun to see the look on their faces when she appears.
They stop what their doing to get a glimpse at her.
She's all they want.
Everyone bows down and stares with shame
she's everybody's fool
one simple laugh, and everyone joins in
she's been through a lot to get to this point,
all guys believe they'll have a try with her
to hold her, kiss her, miss her deeply,
only to play with her, their special surprise
she's everybody's toy
One look, and her eyes are on fire,
staring with delight, as she sees her victims,
everyone's blinded by her beauty
not knowing the real her inside
her image, trying to create one,
not realizing she's ruining it.
game over, new life. new chance.
she's everybody's game
guy after guy, she can't get enough,
all guys want to be near her,
because she's a little sweet angel
she laughs and flirts,
exactly what her image is reading
she believes its the way to get to the top
not realizing she's only tying herself in a knot.
all guys wanna hold her, and be with her,
kiss her, miss her, and do a lot with her,
but not because they love her,
but because she became,
everybody's fun.
at one point i thought she was innocent.
at one point i thought she could help me with everything going on,
at one point i thought she was my best friend
at one point i thought she was there for me,
at one point i thought she was trustworthy, that i could trust her.
at one point i thought it was enough to deal through everything,
but then i realized she got everybody fooled.
she's not what you think.
she flirts, not only with him, but with all guys.
she laughs and laughs, getting them on their side,
smiles and grins at every boy she meets,
she claims, she only does it to make 'friends'
i know she has everyone fooled.
soon they will meet the real her.
and with being the friend i am, i'll be there
when everything comes caving in on her
..or maybe not because she wasn't there.
i know the real her now.
and i dont trust her anymore.
she never was my friend
and now everyone know
they have been fooled
and now she's everyone's fool. toy, game, fun, and so much more.
they finally took their bandages off to see a fool standing,
before their eyes..
-J.G
They stop what their doing to get a glimpse at her.
She's all they want.
Everyone bows down and stares with shame
she's everybody's fool
one simple laugh, and everyone joins in
she's been through a lot to get to this point,
all guys believe they'll have a try with her
to hold her, kiss her, miss her deeply,
only to play with her, their special surprise
she's everybody's toy
One look, and her eyes are on fire,
staring with delight, as she sees her victims,
everyone's blinded by her beauty
not knowing the real her inside
her image, trying to create one,
not realizing she's ruining it.
game over, new life. new chance.
she's everybody's game
guy after guy, she can't get enough,
all guys want to be near her,
because she's a little sweet angel
she laughs and flirts,
exactly what her image is reading
she believes its the way to get to the top
not realizing she's only tying herself in a knot.
all guys wanna hold her, and be with her,
kiss her, miss her, and do a lot with her,
but not because they love her,
but because she became,
everybody's fun.
at one point i thought she was innocent.
at one point i thought she could help me with everything going on,
at one point i thought she was my best friend
at one point i thought she was there for me,
at one point i thought she was trustworthy, that i could trust her.
at one point i thought it was enough to deal through everything,
but then i realized she got everybody fooled.
she's not what you think.
she flirts, not only with him, but with all guys.
she laughs and laughs, getting them on their side,
smiles and grins at every boy she meets,
she claims, she only does it to make 'friends'
i know she has everyone fooled.
soon they will meet the real her.
and with being the friend i am, i'll be there
when everything comes caving in on her
..or maybe not because she wasn't there.
i know the real her now.
and i dont trust her anymore.
she never was my friend
and now everyone know
they have been fooled
and now she's everyone's fool. toy, game, fun, and so much more.
they finally took their bandages off to see a fool standing,
before their eyes..
-J.G
short poem about being tired, but not giving up
Tired
So tired.
I just wanna give up and lie down.
and stare at the stars and heavens above me
how many days have i been trying to get to you?
only to find myself back at the beginning,
or even worse, as if we never met.
i'm so tired, i gave up trying to get to you.
trying to touch your heart and to steal it,
once i did, but you caught me and ever since
you have secured your heart very well,
i gave up on trying to get to you,
and yes i know, that doing that so, well draw us apart
so far apart, back to the beginning
i don't wanna grow apart from you
from the little that we started was enough hope
but i'm done fighting with your shadow
i'm done, i just wanna lie down and sleep
and forget all those sad memories
i wanna be with you still,
and i still like you, yes
but i'm giving up
i'm letting God choose what's best for us.
because i'm done, i don't wanna fight with your shadow
i don't wanna fight with your heart
i don't wanna fight with your ghost,
i'm through.
if you wanna go your way go your way!
it's fine!
go ahead! leave me hanging by my thin thread!
i won't fall!
i won't hit the ground.
i'll...stay hanging on.. until your willing
to stay and participate, until
you let me steal your heart..
i promise you i won't give up on you.
because i know this feeling is true, pure, and strong,
it's real.
but for a while, i'll give you space,
room to think,
then i'll try all over again,
but not right now because i'm tired
so i'll go sleep and wait for a good brand new day,
then i'll get to you,
don't believe me?
Just wait and see.
soon you'll be by my side :)
so goodnight to this day,
i'm sure your tired too.
tired of running away,
so go on and rest, maybe then
i'll steal your heart.
-J.G
I just wanna give up and lie down.
and stare at the stars and heavens above me
how many days have i been trying to get to you?
only to find myself back at the beginning,
or even worse, as if we never met.
i'm so tired, i gave up trying to get to you.
trying to touch your heart and to steal it,
once i did, but you caught me and ever since
you have secured your heart very well,
i gave up on trying to get to you,
and yes i know, that doing that so, well draw us apart
so far apart, back to the beginning
i don't wanna grow apart from you
from the little that we started was enough hope
but i'm done fighting with your shadow
i'm done, i just wanna lie down and sleep
and forget all those sad memories
i wanna be with you still,
and i still like you, yes
but i'm giving up
i'm letting God choose what's best for us.
because i'm done, i don't wanna fight with your shadow
i don't wanna fight with your heart
i don't wanna fight with your ghost,
i'm through.
if you wanna go your way go your way!
it's fine!
go ahead! leave me hanging by my thin thread!
i won't fall!
i won't hit the ground.
i'll...stay hanging on.. until your willing
to stay and participate, until
you let me steal your heart..
i promise you i won't give up on you.
because i know this feeling is true, pure, and strong,
it's real.
but for a while, i'll give you space,
room to think,
then i'll try all over again,
but not right now because i'm tired
so i'll go sleep and wait for a good brand new day,
then i'll get to you,
don't believe me?
Just wait and see.
soon you'll be by my side :)
so goodnight to this day,
i'm sure your tired too.
tired of running away,
so go on and rest, maybe then
i'll steal your heart.
-J.G
a poem about how a guy acts sometimes by Jpss..
Fire and Ice
4 walls. kinda confusing
4 Walls
I lye alone, in this dark cold room.
it didn't take long to hear the wind wail,
matching the speed of my breathing.
i've been down for too long,
dust surrounds me.
these 4 walls, are the ones who know why.
they know each and one of my secrets.
with each passing day, i ask them politely,
to not tell anyone.
but i knew they wouldn't be able to keep such a secret.
these 4 walls, sufficate me,
no where to run, i'm stuck between these 4 walls,
i pound on the walls, praying to be able to be heard from somewhere outside.
yet i'm not found, i just keep drowning in these 4 walls.
these 4 walls, are my punishment,
don't give up they say,
and i don't
simple as that,
i keep pounding, but i'm getting so weak
as i pound the walls slower with my scarred hands
it matches the beat of my heart.
thanks to these 4 walls, my hands bleed.
i lye down for a while,
tired of trying to be heard.
as i let the wailing wind be my lullaby,
i say goodnight,
and think about him
waking up, to hear these 4 walls laugh,
i feel like a fool, as i wipe my eyes,
to face another day with these 4 walls
as i tell them another secret of you.
these 4 walls have become my cage.
-J.G
it didn't take long to hear the wind wail,
matching the speed of my breathing.
i've been down for too long,
dust surrounds me.
these 4 walls, are the ones who know why.
they know each and one of my secrets.
with each passing day, i ask them politely,
to not tell anyone.
but i knew they wouldn't be able to keep such a secret.
these 4 walls, sufficate me,
no where to run, i'm stuck between these 4 walls,
i pound on the walls, praying to be able to be heard from somewhere outside.
yet i'm not found, i just keep drowning in these 4 walls.
these 4 walls, are my punishment,
don't give up they say,
and i don't
simple as that,
i keep pounding, but i'm getting so weak
as i pound the walls slower with my scarred hands
it matches the beat of my heart.
thanks to these 4 walls, my hands bleed.
i lye down for a while,
tired of trying to be heard.
as i let the wailing wind be my lullaby,
i say goodnight,
and think about him
waking up, to hear these 4 walls laugh,
i feel like a fool, as i wipe my eyes,
to face another day with these 4 walls
as i tell them another secret of you.
these 4 walls have become my cage.
-J.G
Does it make sense? haha, :]
Key To Your Heart
Where is it?
Tell me where you put it.
Did you give it away? Or are you hiding it.
Finally after days of looking, I spy it.
Resting peacefully, in a fradgil heart looking glass,
shining right into my eyes,
as i begin to reach for it, i notice the closer my shaking hand gets,
some cracks begin to form on the fradgil heart.
i flinch as i pull my hand away, knowing this is a tough one.
the key to your heart, you keep it safe well.
walking back and forth, trying to think of what to do,
i see you, doing the same, walking back and forth,
you look pale, and as if something big is bothering you,
you don't see me though,
i wanna go up to you, and take away those fears,
as i begin to feel the tears form, i look away,
i hear you asking yourself on what to do,
thats when i realize your thinking, thinking hard,
to give the key to your heart, to someone.
you pick up the heart, and press it tightly to yourself.
trying to take the pain away,
i stare in disbelief, knowing how much pain would appear if you,
make that decision.
finally after what seemed to take for hours, you put the fradgil heart glass, down
as it shines into my eyes.
leaving me blank.
the key to your heart, is what keeps me going,
i hope you don't give it away,
i try to pick it up,
nothing happens, but as i'm about to touch it.
it shatters, i pull back, to what this can cause,
it repairs itself quickly, taking back it's
beautiful form, crystalizing with such silence,
leaving me breathlesss
if i had the key to your heart,
i'd keep it safe, from harm, alarms, and everything in between,
one last try, and this time i find a note
"keep trying"
i twitch to see the words, as i crumple it up and,
hide in my pocket,
and from distance your watching,
as you grin and tangle the string between your fingers,
the string that connects to the key to my heart,
as i stare blankly back to the key to your heart.
-J.G
Tell me where you put it.
Did you give it away? Or are you hiding it.
Finally after days of looking, I spy it.
Resting peacefully, in a fradgil heart looking glass,
shining right into my eyes,
as i begin to reach for it, i notice the closer my shaking hand gets,
some cracks begin to form on the fradgil heart.
i flinch as i pull my hand away, knowing this is a tough one.
the key to your heart, you keep it safe well.
walking back and forth, trying to think of what to do,
i see you, doing the same, walking back and forth,
you look pale, and as if something big is bothering you,
you don't see me though,
i wanna go up to you, and take away those fears,
as i begin to feel the tears form, i look away,
i hear you asking yourself on what to do,
thats when i realize your thinking, thinking hard,
to give the key to your heart, to someone.
you pick up the heart, and press it tightly to yourself.
trying to take the pain away,
i stare in disbelief, knowing how much pain would appear if you,
make that decision.
finally after what seemed to take for hours, you put the fradgil heart glass, down
as it shines into my eyes.
leaving me blank.
the key to your heart, is what keeps me going,
i hope you don't give it away,
i try to pick it up,
nothing happens, but as i'm about to touch it.
it shatters, i pull back, to what this can cause,
it repairs itself quickly, taking back it's
beautiful form, crystalizing with such silence,
leaving me breathlesss
if i had the key to your heart,
i'd keep it safe, from harm, alarms, and everything in between,
one last try, and this time i find a note
"keep trying"
i twitch to see the words, as i crumple it up and,
hide in my pocket,
and from distance your watching,
as you grin and tangle the string between your fingers,
the string that connects to the key to my heart,
as i stare blankly back to the key to your heart.
-J.G
Lost Down This Broken Road
This icon/quote gave me an idea..
Walls
I still remember from that time when we all we're close.
Although the memory is blurry, and fading with each passing second.
I still remember.
I wish our time together would still exist,
but we had to go our own way.
At least, I did.
I never meant to shut you out.
I was just restless each passing day.
You ignored me.
And that's where those walls were born.
I created those walls to see if you cared,
to break them down,
You didn't.
None of you did.
Now I walk alone.
I am a robot doing each same thing each passing day.
I walk alone.
No longer do I trust.
Thanks to these walls I created.
I didn't just block you out.
I blocked everyone out.
I blocked myself out.
-J.G
Although the memory is blurry, and fading with each passing second.
I still remember.
I wish our time together would still exist,
but we had to go our own way.
At least, I did.
I never meant to shut you out.
I was just restless each passing day.
You ignored me.
And that's where those walls were born.
I created those walls to see if you cared,
to break them down,
You didn't.
None of you did.
Now I walk alone.
I am a robot doing each same thing each passing day.
I walk alone.
No longer do I trust.
Thanks to these walls I created.
I didn't just block you out.
I blocked everyone out.
I blocked myself out.
-J.G
Missing Title
I don't wanna fight anymore,
against destiny.
I don't wanna stay much longer,
to what has become of me.
And tonight when the stars shine brightly,
with a mysterious light.
And the moon is dancing secretly,
with a specific tone.
When they whisper your dreams,
in the moonlight.
You'll find me by the beach.
Standing alone, pulling up the bottoms of my jeans...,
so I can feel the wishes flowing though my veins.
Walking in the water,
where there's peace.
And when the sun shines brilliantly.
with each bright ray,
reflecting against the ocean.
You'll find me walking across a wooden bridge.
Climbing the step,
hands on the dry old wood.
Seeing the sun from there.
And when the sun beats down,
shining its way down.
There's no possible way,
you can deny the feeling of hope in the air.
Waiting to be wished upon.
This with you is just another song,
I had to hear.
And this pain are just more lyrics,
I came to memorize.
And these lyrics,
are just another code I had to break,
to find happiness within myself.
Now all I need to find is a way towards love.
To finally, fix my missing title..
So I can find the name to my song.
With an unforgettable memory.
-J.G
against destiny.
I don't wanna stay much longer,
to what has become of me.
And tonight when the stars shine brightly,
with a mysterious light.
And the moon is dancing secretly,
with a specific tone.
When they whisper your dreams,
in the moonlight.
You'll find me by the beach.
Standing alone, pulling up the bottoms of my jeans...,
so I can feel the wishes flowing though my veins.
Walking in the water,
where there's peace.
And when the sun shines brilliantly.
with each bright ray,
reflecting against the ocean.
You'll find me walking across a wooden bridge.
Climbing the step,
hands on the dry old wood.
Seeing the sun from there.
And when the sun beats down,
shining its way down.
There's no possible way,
you can deny the feeling of hope in the air.
Waiting to be wished upon.
This with you is just another song,
I had to hear.
And this pain are just more lyrics,
I came to memorize.
And these lyrics,
are just another code I had to break,
to find happiness within myself.
Now all I need to find is a way towards love.
To finally, fix my missing title..
So I can find the name to my song.
With an unforgettable memory.
-J.G
Meaningless
It's silly how some things start.
How feelings begin.
But it's never silly when it comes ends.
It's funny really how some fall so easily.
But it's never funny when you realize you can't pick yourself up anymore.
It was just a dream.
Nothing but a dream.
It had no meaning.
For it was just a dream.
A meaningless dream.
Which you and me just happened to appear.
The setting was meaningless.
Everything about that dream was meaningless.
It was just you and me talking against a wall.
Laughing like there was no tomorrow.
It was just a dream. Meaningless.
Maybe everything was meaningless,
until I woke up.
Something wasn't right.
My breathing was a bit too fast.
My mind went back to you.
As if the dream never ended.
But it did.
I was awake now.
You could go away now.
I was awake now.
No reason for you to still be here.
It was just a meaningless dream.
No need for me to still be thinking about it.
But I was wrong.
That dream wasn't meaningless.
Time went by.
I still couldn't forget about it.
My blood boiled when you were near.
I couldn't say hi to you, for I couldn't catch my breath.
Stupid dream.
It's all your fault.
Now I can't forget you.
-J.G
How feelings begin.
But it's never silly when it comes ends.
It's funny really how some fall so easily.
But it's never funny when you realize you can't pick yourself up anymore.
It was just a dream.
Nothing but a dream.
It had no meaning.
For it was just a dream.
A meaningless dream.
Which you and me just happened to appear.
The setting was meaningless.
Everything about that dream was meaningless.
It was just you and me talking against a wall.
Laughing like there was no tomorrow.
It was just a dream. Meaningless.
Maybe everything was meaningless,
until I woke up.
Something wasn't right.
My breathing was a bit too fast.
My mind went back to you.
As if the dream never ended.
But it did.
I was awake now.
You could go away now.
I was awake now.
No reason for you to still be here.
It was just a meaningless dream.
No need for me to still be thinking about it.
But I was wrong.
That dream wasn't meaningless.
Time went by.
I still couldn't forget about it.
My blood boiled when you were near.
I couldn't say hi to you, for I couldn't catch my breath.
Stupid dream.
It's all your fault.
Now I can't forget you.
-J.G
Engraved Words
Whats meant to be,
Is all in my head
Until reality overcomes me,
Separating me from the living
Words engraved on my arm
A knife delicately tracing them,
Blood reminding me the difference,
between reality and fantasy,
Tears soon merging with the blood,
Forming one clouded wish,
Poison infecting my mind,
Hope. Is. Dead.
Yet,
I'm still here,
Waiting to be found,
So please hurry up,
Free me,
Save me,
Take me away from reality
Before I finish tracing,
these words,
and my time is up
[Updated 2014:]
It stops.
Slowly,
than all at once
the pain fades away
I've put the blade down
You've silenced my demons.
Reality,
is no longer my prison.
I feel free.
I feel safe.
My time is not up,
You've found me.
J.G
dedicated to Harry Styles. Thanks to him I've found the strength within myself to look for other alternatives instead of self-harming.
Is all in my head
Until reality overcomes me,
Separating me from the living
Words engraved on my arm
A knife delicately tracing them,
Blood reminding me the difference,
between reality and fantasy,
Tears soon merging with the blood,
Forming one clouded wish,
Poison infecting my mind,
Hope. Is. Dead.
Yet,
I'm still here,
Waiting to be found,
So please hurry up,
Free me,
Save me,
Take me away from reality
Before I finish tracing,
these words,
and my time is up
[Updated 2014:]
It stops.
Slowly,
than all at once
the pain fades away
I've put the blade down
You've silenced my demons.
Reality,
is no longer my prison.
I feel free.
I feel safe.
My time is not up,
You've found me.
J.G
dedicated to Harry Styles. Thanks to him I've found the strength within myself to look for other alternatives instead of self-harming.
My Heart
Quick look,
charming personality,
amazing eyes,
You have me smiling,
But my heart belongs to him.
Laugh until we look at each other and stare,
challenging me at a game,
My friends are cheering us on,
You have me grinning,
But my heart belongs to him.
Hands around my waist as you lean me back
eyes meeting, cheeks blushing
My hands slightly shaking
You have me laughing.
But my heart belongs to him.
Pulled into your arms
Held tightly, securely
Heart quickening
You have me falling.
But my heart belongs to him.
His smile carefully traced on his face,
His grins rare, but not forgotten,
His laugh is music to my ears,
My heart belongs to him
But then why do I feel that my heart belongs to you?
J.G
charming personality,
amazing eyes,
You have me smiling,
But my heart belongs to him.
Laugh until we look at each other and stare,
challenging me at a game,
My friends are cheering us on,
You have me grinning,
But my heart belongs to him.
Hands around my waist as you lean me back
eyes meeting, cheeks blushing
My hands slightly shaking
You have me laughing.
But my heart belongs to him.
Pulled into your arms
Held tightly, securely
Heart quickening
You have me falling.
But my heart belongs to him.
His smile carefully traced on his face,
His grins rare, but not forgotten,
His laugh is music to my ears,
My heart belongs to him
But then why do I feel that my heart belongs to you?
J.G